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I really hate to countdown days to sch reopens
cos i'll be stucked with projects again
and all i can do den is to comfort myself that i'll be learning new things
seeing how other ppl in polys too,
enjoying themselves after sch, over the weekends
all they do before exam periods is party, party and party
joining ccas, hangin out with friends, slacking, playing, etc
frankly speaking, i'm jealous, really jealous
my course, my field of design,
wad i've chosen for my 3 yrs of life for this period of time
isit worth my time continuing?
but i want to stay in this field
i want to accomplish the things that i've thought of, in this field of industry
however, i'm really getting into contradiction
maybe is that i'm heart starting to waver
looking at other ppl, ppl of my same age
getting successful, getting to the goal that they want,
doing the things they wanted, and thats why i said i wavered
i want to be like them too
i remembered there's this motto "Dream Big",
am i able to dream big?
maybe yes, but will i ever accomplished whatever that i've ever dreamt?
this is really a question and a BIG question
with another 1-2 plus years,
i'll be graduating from my poly life
so, what's my future?
i'm unsure...
i'm really missing the days that i've been guided
given many choices to choose, and not just stuck with 1 choice...
with all these rantings, i believe all these would have been redundant
only if i wont have to get frustrated with sch reopening and getting back to the usual schedule
1 sentence to those who may have the same thoughts,
"WHAT A SAD LIFE, BUT NO CHOICE, SO LIVE ON"
apologies for the long post.
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